18 years old and I have always been chubby. I spent all my life hearing people say I'm too beautiful to be fat. That made me struggle between my desire to eat whatever I wanted and live as a "normal" person and realizing my tendency to gain weight and drastically diet to make it change. I've always been all or nothing, and it has never really worked. Right now I'm starting on a new strategy, I'll just eat healthy everyday, and exercise as much as I can. This blog was made to keep me motivated, so I can see people's progress and finally say that "Being thin is possible".
I have a looooooong road to go....
starting august 1st 2011
[x] 209 [x] 207 [x] 205 [x] 203 [x] 201 [x] 199 [x] 197 [x] 195 [x] 193 [x] 191 [x] 189 [x] 187 [ ] 185 [ ] 183 [ ] 181 [ ] 179 [ ] 177 [ ] 175 [ ] 173 [ ] 171 [ ] 169 [ ] 167 [ ] 165 [ ] 163 [ ] 161 [ ] 159 [ ] 157 [ ] 155 [ ] 153 [ ] 151 [ ] 149 xx
Height: 5'8
CW: 187lbs december 2nd
GW1: 199 (done)
GW2:189 (done)
GW3:179
GW4:167 (healthy weight)
GW5:159
GW7:149 and pretty enough <3
xx
Wednesday Dec 12 @ 10:11pmI can’t wait to find out.
22 pounds (last time I checked) in 5 months, when it should have happened in at least 3 months. I hate my body for being so slow, and I say that when I know I’m doing my very best. There’s nothing I can do about it though, I’m not letting go, even if it takes 10 more months to get to my UGW. I have until march to work my hardest. It would be amazing to go back to university 20 pounds lighter. I can dream, can’t I?
Wednesday Dec 12 @ 08:53pmWednesday Dec 12 @ 07:45pm
10. The envy stares9. The teeny underwear
8. Mirrors will become your friend
7. New clothing sizes
6. Itsy bitsy teeny weeny bikinis
5. Interested boys
4. Summer ‘12 will be your best summer yet
3. You will feel and look beautiful
2. You won’t spend your time obsessing over other girls bodies
1. You can yell “MOTHER FUCKER I DID IT” and mean it.
I remember this :D Still reminds me why I’m doing this.
Being thin is the only thing missing in my life. The only thing I’ve wanted for so long and never accomplished. The only thing that keeps me from being as good as I can be.
Wednesday Dec 12 @ 05:09pm
Wednesday Dec 12 @ 05:06pmyes.
No I wouldn’t
Wednesday Dec 12 @ 05:03pmEveryone tells her she’s beautiful, and she should be a model, and everyone tells me I’m cute… cute means to fat to be pretty, cute means not gorgeous enough to be a model.
